You had bad intentions

waiting for a ride home.six miles away from home sweet home

im always wrong but you were never right.
i never wanted this but u make me so sick
its just a matter of time until i just ignore you
from this cold world where u said i was scared
but im brave enough to fuck you back

Now ive been told .this is life

I've learned that some people can be really annoying or just childish on the internet.not to mention names but those immature acts of yours i have read online is really impressive for your age.Trying to be cool you act a fool of yourself.what's there to prove?what do you get for doing it so?don't you feel ashamed about yourself.don't you feel fucked up?have you ever look in the mirror and see whats wrong in yourself before complains about others?have you ever thought of what i said and what your replies are?its two different things which doesn't even have a similar like two different planet.other then that lately i have this feeling that ill be a smart boy.i just need motivation.and i think i got one.i might be small but knowledge wise i could be better.by the way you talk everyone knows im better.i just have to prove to you.education is power.that's all for now

You're a joke to me

I've been reading blogs for the past couple of days.just to find ideas .and when I read thru peoples blog.I find some bloggers are just a fool of themselves. poseurs from my point of view.some even talk about their daily life like they're celebrities.but I have no rights to judge bcause blogs are meant for that .I THINK.it shows us our true colour.but the point is u letting other people reading your book but never wanted anyone to judge u by it's cover.thts just messed up.some of them even comments on their daily routine.bitching about your daily routine on a blog?wow you're that bored huh ?persoy I think these kinda people need to take a break from blogging eventually will make it worst for all of us.but what I adore reading some peoples blog when they wrote about their hobbies and positive things in life.this shows them how passionate they are onto something they really like. And never give up on their dreams.I have dreams too but I don't like to talk about it.oh well I think that's for it. Sorry forthe typo or bad grammar.I'm still learning to use this iphone

I can't tell u where I've been cause yore just a misguided ghost

Ahh Its my third post for tonight.I really think that I need to study but I keep telling myself tht it's enough for today.why is this keep happening to me ?have u ever feel so lonely that even when u try to tell someone something they just don't give a fuck?I'm feeling I rite now.trust me it's worst then dogshit+williamhung's singing

And the worst part is to find perfection bfore it gets better

I hate changes.when everyday passes me by.I always feel like I'm slowly changing.small things but I couldn't care less but then alsince when.so there you go one of my changes lately.listen to emotional songs do help u sometimes to think more then everyone else .but to me I'm writing all this just to keep away and be away from people for some time.u can call it a time Waster but i wanna find the answer why am I so emotional at times.I write alot.I tend to write what my heart feels like at moments and not by showing it physically.i learned that everything happens for a reason.so there must be a reason behind what I feel.could it be love?could it be I am left heartbroken?sometimes I'm not sure myself.I never make any straight decision.fickle is my middle name.and thts another reason why I keep leave things hanging cause I'm afraid it's not right.cause i never wanted to be wrong from the beginning

So here we are once again

Yeahhh.I just bought a new iPod,maybe this time I'll write more on my blog.so new sem have already started.I'm still in zombie mood.waking up late n realizing I'm late for college again,the new subjects are cool tho yet it's difficult then the last sem.I can feel the struggle already.other then that life has been alrite lately.no late night thoughts no stupid fights and sleepless night.I kinda enjoying myself for the last couple of weeks.and to a few I did mention I was in Terengganu god knows what was I doing there.I dislike being there alone with my grandma feeding me like an angry hungry lion all the time.well I love to eat but not as much as my grandma.I still think the people there are still mind screwed.don't get me wrong, I love the place but sometimes the people are mean n talkative .I find it rude for some reason when they're talking to u,and al they do is talk about politics and how they want us youh to be lke them.first of all I just wanna thnk them for caring about us .but from my point of view.it always has been individual n not a group to change a person.I'm still pissed off why beyonce never came down here.we all know why.I don't think after watching beyonce live on stage will affect anyone or baring their breasts everywhere they go.thts just crap.I wear what I feel comfortable n not what people ask me to.don't u think beyonce is just like us all?
There's so much to say but i don't think it's worth the write cause Malaysia is getting worst .whenever we try saying this.shallowminded people will start posting hate comments for example akon took off his shirt while doing a concert here.too Manu comments.I think the media should stop for once and write something positive about it.our country is slowly changing and becoming a good yet weird.I was proud for a moment when I saw Ashton Kuther tweeted about this two msian girls on Twitter.and lately there has been support from outside n local bands too.at last our own people sing along to local music.I feel very proud about it too.oh well it's getting late,laterrr