not ready for a change

yea that happened today
im not me.so why again?
i dont know.i broke my specs so i went to the same shop
just to bought a new one.but the def same design and brand.
but why?usually im hype about getting a different one
but just no i tried almost everything new.with clip one n such
but still not attracted.
hmmmm
later*

17+

im having this feeling which
i dont care about clothes im wearing
or anything and anyone anymore?
what people think about me and such.
well maybe Im being more matured now
all i can say for now is
im grown up and i dont give a fuck?
what do u lookin at? :)

later*

why?

lately im not being myself
i am sad and lonely.
not to say that i am single
but yeaaa.
i should do something with that :/
later*

stop being so lazy and work out

yeaaa
i have to doo thattt
shit.ive been chillin for tooo longg
i feel like so bloated
and i need motivation
somebody
someone i could look up to
maybe someone from abercrombie and fitch ads?
hahaha!
later*

hello real world

so today i came to realize that
spending money should be done wisely
having a band is a joke
being skinny is not everything

to jump to this conclusion
bcause i dont think having a band will bring me to no where
since theyre not helping themselve to improve,
it feels like I put my ass on them more than they do.

being skinny is not everything.
yeah.im eating like a monster.still havent gone up some weight
what should i do?hmmmmm

spending money wisely
i always wanted to buy something
but when im at the mall
i started to spend on things that i dont really need it
yeaa.i love it but i dont need it.but ill take it.
now thats a problem.
but oh well.
i gotta change a few things for now
later.

killers and peace keepers

yeaa so i listened to this band new song
forgive the sinners*
killers and peace keepers
trust me guys,u should go listen to it.
well its something different from their old songs.
the sound is way better and they sound really really bad ass
soo kudos to the bandmates and have a listen guys

www.myspace.com/forgivethesinnersxxx

clearly im messed up

haha i want to write something
i just cant seem to think
what am i going to write?
arghhhh.
im still hyper after eating mchicken burger i think?
nvm.
any of u loves jokes?
check out russell peters :D:D
his jokes are bad ass shit.
alot of racism,if u cant handle it.then dont watch it
haha

addicted

today,
gym.hangout.
a lil dissapointed about job,and stuff to buy
but satisfied with food i ate and hanging with friends as usual :)
and i get to meet zaty again.
its been a while since i meet her.
i think the last time was uswah's openhouse
so yeahh.
my stomach is full,and my legs are killing me
tomorrow is a new today
today is history.and im writing this blog because im bored
so *ttygl :D
haha

strange days :/

*you got this thundercloud around you,and I'm waiting for the sun,
*I brought my boots my coat my umbrella,and I'm just trying to keep you warm
*I made a list of things i always said,but never made.
*let me take you to your bed,let me erase it through your head

*cant hold faster,this is a disaster
*i should know better then dress for the weather
*call me crazy,i think you're amazing
*this is the part where we get a little closer
*________
*I'm rarely worth your time
*but baby, will u be willing to change your mind
*i pick myself up
*adjust myself up
*before i get the chance to speak
*if u have the time
*just give me a chance
*id love to change your mind about me



*change your mind ,haihh

starwars!hahajust for fun :)

life is too short =/

after the death of my friend's friend's mother.
and the week after that my friends friend mother.
i realized that life is short.
no we cant predict when we are goin to die
and i dont wanna die young.i always imagine that ill die 80+
but thatd be impossible with the way im eating and exercise
which is not enough.
sooo i got alot of things to do.update again later for the day
and im very hungry :S
peace :)

bulk up?fuck the gym,my bodys fine

haha yeah so this holidays ive been spending time applying jobs
i got one now
but still looking for more jobs with higher salary
and yeah been to the gym also
to get fit,i never thought of having a nice body bfore
just lean and not fat should be fine.but its ok i guess
i dont really care about it,but the gym is a fun place to chill
and yea chicks are everywhere :)
thats the best part.
and also been writing songs for the band lately.
we will be recording soon because now everyone is away from subang jaya
with their family.so since then we only practice it on acoustic.
and how am i this holiday?
pretty sweett
i hang out with my friends like 4days straight.rizal n rakish just got back from australia earlier this month.
and yesterday we went for 1901 hotdogs.
cause its on the19th
ull get cheaper dogs on that day.so yeahhh.
hahaha
soo thats all
ill keep updating if i have the time :)

Life after spm

okaaayyy.
so after a month of doin the exam,
its finally over!
so yeaaa :)
but i dont really have time to hang with my friends
sorry guys,
but the day spm over,i didnt comeback home till it was 3 am in the morning
hahaha!


on the 5th was the mastermind prom thingy
which supposed to be the record deal thingy
we didnt get it :( because
the points for out bands are low due to
the bass string just pop out and the drummer made tons of mistakes
i dont understand why he was afford do that,but anyways
we had a good time and the best part is i won best dressed male.
and i didnt expect that because i dont think they know my name.haha!











the red carpet scene














then on 6th,i went to singapore with the family.
and yeaa it was ok tho, the stuff over there are cheap
but if u want to compare with malaysia price.then u dont have to buy shit there.
and yeaa,i bought 5new clothes 2new pair of jeans and 1 new nikes
so yeaa im happy bout that.what im not happy is my sister always bising2 like mad
everytime,im not sure whats her problem.but i dont give a fuck.

and this weekend ill be at genting.
and on the other weekend in langkawi
and every weekend is a good weekend

so thats all for now :D

*hoping for more gigs to play :)