its a long ride,it wont be easy

I haven't had much sleep for the past couple of days,now I feel like a real zombie,and I am multitasking.writing this post and doing some assignment that I should pass up today.I miss jogging.feel like doing it now.but I have to deal with assignments first.oh well.today is my last day of exams.im happy about it.but other than that,life sucks. I NEED PROTEIN SHAKE.bye

the voice inside my head

holiday is just around the corner.im off to terengganu for a few days and maybe be back and spend good times with friends,maybe bbq or something then hittin the gym everyday or somethin.I love holidays :)

believe in holdin on

its all up to you now,you yeap you

time is up

as usual I don't think ill be celebrating valentines this year.1 because Ill be going back to my hometown,and 2nd the person who I wanna go out is .. working?so that's about it.but everyday is valentines day when I'm with you.and I hope you feel the same way too :/

am I dealing with the right cards?

found a girl with a smile,that could take your breath away,Im thinkin everything's gonna be alright,well sort of

When everything feels like the end of the world

I feel weird ,maybe it's just me or lately I'm not myself?whatever it is,I never been this happy in my life.for some reason I think I found the missing part of myself,but Im confuse.is this how things should be?is this it?truth to be told,I never really fell inlove with anyone.but I'm scared.scared to think that she doesn't have feelings for me.but I guess all I have to do is just wait .happy valetines readers

John Mayer

I always wanted to be him.well,tall good looking,nice voice,sleep around with everyone.ok thats just bad.the reason why I admire this dude so much is he writes good songs and never failed to impress girls with his masterpiece.oh well.dream on kid.

la la la la

I miss the good old days,I miss rocking with bands ,go for shows and stuff,chat here and there. I miss the dream .I was 1step ahead of every one's league. I think.but what I am now is what god want me to be,maybe I wasn't meant to do any of that?nobody knows.only god can decide whats best for us

I'm learning to accept to it.so close

in fates hand

when things going the way you wanted perfectly,

turns out its the other way around,

too close to be true,maybe this was just another dream

another dream where I just cant stay away .

to be your guardian angel is something I really wanted to be

this might sound cheesy but its the only words can come into my mind right now

trust me,there's no word can describe how I feel about you

someday,someday

sometimes I feel there's no mutual in this feeling,
trying not to put high hopes is what I cant do,
all I can do now is keep on trying and waiting

yeah guess so

well sometimes I can be so weak

You, you're like driving on a Sunday
You, you're like taking off on Monday
You, you're like a dream
a dream come true.

I was just a face you never noticed
And I, I'm just trying to be honest
with myself, with you, with the world...

You might think that I'm a fool
for falling over you
So, tell me what can I do to prove to you
that it's not so hard to do?
Give love a try, one more time

someone like you

even though we knew each other few days back,
I feel like I knew u for a long time,
you make me smile all the time,
I want you to know that


=)

FUCK THE FREE WORLD

I CANT GO OUT TODAY TO SHAZ'S BIRTHDAY SURPRISE AND SAOSIN'S CONCERT.I AM SOOOO FUCKINGGGG PISSEDDD OFFFFF.IM GROUNDED ,AND THE REASON IS THAT I CAME BACK AT 3AM IN THE MORNING.BECAUSE I WAS CHALLENGE FOR A FUTSAL MATCH.FUCK I SHOULDN'T HAVE GONE TOO.AND FUCK MY LIFE CAUSE IT WAS 3 DAYS AGO AND MY DAD STILL GROUNDED ME FOR THAT?ONLY THAT AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY? I BOUGHT THE TICKETS 3 MONTHS AGO AND IT COST ME HUNDREDS AND NOWWWWWW THE TICKET IS JUST A WASTE.I FEEL LIKE KILING SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.PUNCHING THE WALLS ALL DAY TODAY.MY HANDS HURT .I LISTEN TO SCREAMO BANDS THE WHOLE DAY.I BARELY EAT TODAY.IM SO STRESS.EVEN MY CARKEYS HE TOOK AWAY.IM SOO NOT GOING TO CLASSES FOR THIS WEEK.AND NEXT WEEK EXAMS.YEAH FORGET IT.IM NOT GOING TO READ ANY REVISIONS.FUCK OFF.IF THIS WHAT EVERYBODY WANTS.THEN IM DOING IT MY WAY.

trying is not part of getting what you want

now there's an aching in my back,
a stubborn pain that says I lack,
the common sense and confidence,
to bring an end to promises,
that I make in times of desperate conversation.
hoping my night could be better than this in the end

...

I never told a lie,and that makes me a liar,
i never made a bet,but we gamble in desire,
Ive never lit a match,with intent to start a fire,
but recently the flames are getting out of control

finding happiness

If only you knew.

you stole my heart and then u kicked it a side,no girl u cant see.when he's beside you there's no room for me

If I play my cards right.where would I really end up?

sometimes in life you just have to take a risk

hmmm

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

dr jekyll n mr hyde

hi there.its 6.30 or ++ in the morning and im up for a jog but it looks like its going to rain .while im sitting here with the lamps still switched off.Im wonder.why some people can be two faced?or love to talk behind our back.yeah we're all human I supposed that I did that too,but occasionally when someone starts first,or whenever things get worst.but my point is.some people can be so mean and talk shit but when they're around you they act like they never done it and act all cool .well im not buying it.I just can tell.so lately im in this stupid situation again.i just hate it.if u can talk behind my back why cant u say it to my face.is it so hard?i always do that if im not satisfied.how bout others?are you too afraid to talk to me?physically 'whoever u might' be has ego which they think they can be bruce lee's rip off.but truthfully you're an ass.weaker than everyone.I believe a healthy body leads a strong mind.don't go act jackie chan when you never touch a person or even hitting the gym.im not trying to say im strong but its just the way it is.ok that is the first example of an ass.one more which somehow leads to skinny people or you can just say feminine guys/gays/transsexual and etc etc.u guys are seriously messed up.wasting your time infront of the mirror.buying topman clothes wont make u cool if youre an ass just like everyone else.talk shits behind people's back and act there's nothing wrong.and eventhough you hate that person you'll still hang and I just cant understand why.are you desperate for attention?are you retard? your parents must be so proud with your attitude i must say.oh well i gotta go .thats all for now

the future can wait

hey yaw. I woke up early today.been thinking about college again and future.it bothers me the whole night ,maybe I just think of it too much .maybe ?maybe not. somehow I still feel like sweet sixteen.

I plan on living forever. So far, so good.

whats happening?

OK so lately.I've been busy.very busy with friends, life and college.I still have doubts on continuing this college,because lately we've been having holidays for the couple of weeks since there's no lecturer is teaching us.dad told me to have a look on other colleges since he thought it is safe that I start looking one now for back up before anything happen.what do you think?other than that life's been great.been away from all those bullshit ,high school shit,and all those drama2 .for now lets just say.I have good friends , and everyone I know is feeling good too,and my family as well not to be forgotten!ahhh good times .I love it.well i think I'm gonna stop here for now.there's tones of work still left for my college and I haven't started a shit yet.toodles!