Friday, November 27, 2009

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

waiting for a ride home.six miles away from home sweet home

im always wrong but you were never right.
i never wanted this but u make me so sick
its just a matter of time until i just ignore you
from this cold world where u said i was scared
but im brave enough to fuck you back

Now ive been told .this is life

I've learned that some people can be really annoying or just childish on the internet.not to mention names but those immature acts of yours i have read online is really impressive for your age.Trying to be cool you act a fool of yourself.what's there to prove?what do you get for doing it so?don't you feel ashamed about yourself.don't you feel fucked up?have you ever look in the mirror and see whats wrong in yourself before complains about others?have you ever thought of what i said and what your replies are?its two different things which doesn't even have a similar like two different planet.other then that lately i have this feeling that ill be a smart boy.i just need motivation.and i think i got one.i might be small but knowledge wise i could be better.by the way you talk everyone knows im better.i just have to prove to you.education is power.that's all for now

Monday, November 9, 2009

You're a joke to me

I've been reading blogs for the past couple of days.just to find ideas .and when I read thru peoples blog.I find some bloggers are just a fool of themselves. poseurs from my point of view.some even talk about their daily life like they're celebrities.but I have no rights to judge bcause blogs are meant for that .I THINK.it shows us our true colour.but the point is u letting other people reading your book but never wanted anyone to judge u by it's cover.thts just messed up.some of them even comments on their daily routine.bitching about your daily routine on a blog?wow you're that bored huh ?persoy I think these kinda people need to take a break from blogging eventually will make it worst for all of us.but what I adore reading some peoples blog when they wrote about their hobbies and positive things in life.this shows them how passionate they are onto something they really like. And never give up on their dreams.I have dreams too but I don't like to talk about it.oh well I think that's for it. Sorry forthe typo or bad grammar.I'm still learning to use this iphone

Friday, November 6, 2009

I can't tell u where I've been cause yore just a misguided ghost

Ahh Its my third post for tonight.I really think that I need to study but I keep telling myself tht it's enough for today.why is this keep happening to me ?have u ever feel so lonely that even when u try to tell someone something they just don't give a fuck?I'm feeling I rite now.trust me it's worst then dogshit+williamhung's singing

And the worst part is to find perfection bfore it gets better

I hate changes.when everyday passes me by.I always feel like I'm slowly changing.small things but I couldn't care less but then alsince when.so there you go one of my changes lately.listen to emotional songs do help u sometimes to think more then everyone else .but to me I'm writing all this just to keep away and be away from people for some time.u can call it a time Waster but i wanna find the answer why am I so emotional at times.I write alot.I tend to write what my heart feels like at moments and not by showing it physically.i learned that everything happens for a reason.so there must be a reason behind what I feel.could it be love?could it be I am left heartbroken?sometimes I'm not sure myself.I never make any straight decision.fickle is my middle name.and thts another reason why I keep leave things hanging cause I'm afraid it's not right.cause i never wanted to be wrong from the beginning

So here we are once again

Yeahhh.I just bought a new iPod,maybe this time I'll write more on my blog.so new sem have already started.I'm still in zombie mood.waking up late n realizing I'm late for college again,the new subjects are cool tho yet it's difficult then the last sem.I can feel the struggle already.other then that life has been alrite lately.no late night thoughts no stupid fights and sleepless night.I kinda enjoying myself for the last couple of weeks.and to a few I did mention I was in Terengganu god knows what was I doing there.I dislike being there alone with my grandma feeding me like an angry hungry lion all the time.well I love to eat but not as much as my grandma.I still think the people there are still mind screwed.don't get me wrong, I love the place but sometimes the people are mean n talkative .I find it rude for some reason when they're talking to u,and al they do is talk about politics and how they want us youh to be lke them.first of all I just wanna thnk them for caring about us .but from my point of view.it always has been individual n not a group to change a person.I'm still pissed off why beyonce never came down here.we all know why.I don't think after watching beyonce live on stage will affect anyone or baring their breasts everywhere they go.thts just crap.I wear what I feel comfortable n not what people ask me to.don't u think beyonce is just like us all?
There's so much to say but i don't think it's worth the write cause Malaysia is getting worst .whenever we try saying this.shallowminded people will start posting hate comments for example akon took off his shirt while doing a concert here.too Manu comments.I think the media should stop for once and write something positive about it.our country is slowly changing and becoming a good yet weird.I was proud for a moment when I saw Ashton Kuther tweeted about this two msian girls on Twitter.and lately there has been support from outside n local bands too.at last our own people sing along to local music.I feel very proud about it too.oh well it's getting late,laterrr

Thursday, October 29, 2009

pissed off and so much more

yeah its been so long since i write my last blog.well to start things,im officially happy that i am back from terengganu after 2or more weeks of overdose food intake disaster.i feel like dog shit in the past couple of days.trying to get back my body back.other then that yesterday we all went for futsal.ok the thing is i dont really have money right now.not literally but ive been spending so much that my money keep decreasing since my dad wont give me any allowance untill i got my money from anyone.yeah bummer.i thought friends are always there when u need them.ok so i did help but why cant u guys pay me back?is it so hard?did i make it so hard to lend u guys money or buy stuff from me?no rite,i hope youre reading this piece of shit,.cause im tired of asking money.and my money from the bank is almost empty and all i do was to go out and eat and not spending on clothes or things i want.if i do that ill be broke and u guys gotta get shit from me.from now on dont ever think ill deal money with anyone.seriously

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

too much to say

its been awhile but i dont feel like writing what i felt these couple of days.
ill get back to you guys whenever i feel better :)

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

maybe its not my weekend.but its goin to be my year

and im so sick of watching while the minutes passed as i go nowhere

so whats up

so yeah people.like the usual .i only update my blog once in a while.i dont have much to talk about life here since im twitterin most of the time.yeah its addictive and im addicted to it.wait addictive?is that a word?haha im confused and dumb.ok so mtv worldstage was fuckin awesome.i got the chance to see my fav bands live like .and i met blg earlier bfore the show like 3days earlier or so.they were nice people.ok so on the day itself,theres a futsal tournament goin on at pj.my college host it.so yea i get to play the 2nd game just for a short while.it was nothin much but what im really angry was when they pick the teammates.yeah i was like a secondhand for them.thats how i feel.i dont think i was deserved to play for them.i dont know .its just a thought.i always think they always need me when theres no one better around,cause most of my friends were injured that day.when theyre not enough players they'll look for me.ok maybe ill do it once .that time,but i dont think ill ever do it again.and the other day also i knew that they were playin futsal together but i didnt ask cause usually they ask me whether im goin or not.guess they dont need me anymore.yea sometimes i feel like changing things so i wouldnt have to look back.sometimes that im too angry or dissapointed i just dont give a fuck about this things.well im not saying names but it really pisses me off to know this thing his happening to me.i think i should just change

Sunday, August 9, 2009

...

yea so i am upset and pissed about people nowadays.what happen to the world i used to know.fuck u whoever u are and dont try to make other peoples life miserable.i dont care how good or how do u look like,how big u are,to make subang jaya sounds like a small place for u so u can just talk shit and spread it out like not your business.
If its the other way around why are u still tryin to convince yourself that youre the right one?i dont get people sometimes,its not my business to campur tangan but its too much.and for the record.we dont give a fuck.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

I AM

confused and unsure

Saturday, July 18, 2009

maybe

maybe that two is better then one
theres so much for me to ask,but i just hoping to see you again

hmm :/

Friday, July 10, 2009

so its been a whileee

so yea.havent really update my blog nowadays.im busy with college.life.band.hanging out with friends and such.sooo where should i start first.hmm.yeaa.about the death of mj.i didnt expect him to go so soon,and everyone also thinks that.i guess.but the amount of drugs he took is too much.i read so much about the news untill i dont know what to believe or say.we all have to wait for the investigator investigate his brain.alrite lets move on,college is alrite.after a month of holiday ,i kinda miss college and now im back.and guess what, i scored 3.5 for my first sem. i laughed so hard that day cause when in school i wasnt that smart.so yea.so ill do my best to maintain my marks.other then that.my football skills are getting weak due to lack of practice.lately i spend too much time in the gym rather than on the field.i think i should start kicking ball soon. yea this semester goin to be tough.so expect less from me from now on.and i dont have to write english journal anymore.the best part now is i have class everday even on saturday.damnnn. if u ask yourself what would god do?haha give us a day off or two please.ps:megan fox,i love you.aha peace :)

Sunday, June 28, 2009

what can i do

Just as soon as I see you
I did lie but didn't I tell you
As deep as I need you,
You wanna leave it all

What can I do?
Say it's true
Oh everything that matters breaks in two
Say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

Talk to me
I'm throwing myself in front of you
This could be the last mistake
That I would ever wanna do
Yeah all I ever do is give it's time you see my point of view

Just as soon as I see you
I did lie but didn't I tell you
As deep as I need you,
You wanna leave it all

Friday, June 26, 2009

whats on my mind

I used to be love drunk,but now im hungover
:(

Monday, June 22, 2009

hmm haiihh huuuuuuu

haihhh,trying too hard

Friday, June 19, 2009

ergh

I feel bloated,fat,but why?hmm could it be because of my body is getting bigger? and the double chin i have right now?could be.I just dont know what to do now.Im always hungry.damnnn i need someone to guide me.haha later holmes

Sunday, June 14, 2009

you win at life.

why? 1 word why? haihhh

now there's an aching in my back,a stabbing pain that says i lack

well.just came back from my hometown.nothing much do to now.I need to go back to gym to get fit.fuck kerepok lekor and nasi dagang.fattenin me up within fourdays.I just realized my stamina is lacking when I played football just now.damnnnn its that what i get for not controlling my eating habit? and i really think i should just put the twitter box here so u can just see what im doing all the time.i dont think i need to update blogspot aswell.no?later stalker

Saturday, June 6, 2009

ENVY

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I wish i was good looking like him.peace

tooo much

ok so ive been postponing all my work till this sunday.like wtf man
i got final presentation on tuesday,and wednesday i got papd exam.
plus i havent hand in my assignment.shit fuck.gotta do it tomorrow for sheerrr.
my parents are goin out tomorrow.damn i scared ill follow them n not finished my work then.and ill be away from the internet next week.gtg back to ma village .my aunt is gettig marry so does my uncle.what a year this is.haihzzzz

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

its been a while

hey stalker,ive been away from blogspot.
one of the reasons are nowadays i had to write journals for my college
so its basically about my daily routine aswell.so i dont think writing on a piece of paper and write back on blogspot is necessary.no?
lately ive been chilling with friends and somehow im less active in gym.
i have to go back to gym! i feel like my body is shrinking already.
all my clothes are not fit anymore and my body shape is weird cause of too much resting. and u can also follow me on twitter. if u have one.its easier to update there then here i guess. heres my link: www.twitter.com/edampsheckler .and my birthday was 4days ago .and it was alrite.the bbq went mad after hours of sitting on the field.me n some friends end up going back home 3am in the morning after trying to finish all the barbecued chicken

Friday, May 15, 2009

set a goal.aim!

need inspirationnnnn!

your next to him , not me

Did you know you left me hanging out to dry
Can you see me and I see you
Do you even care, I'm fighting for my life

Wrapped in confusion
Were you only using me to try to get him back
You set me up and that was my mistake
And all I got was permanent heartbreak
Damaged beyond repair
I was, I was much better off
Before I met you
And your with him
It pisses me off that your A-Okay
And all that I've got is permanent heartbreak

Thursday, May 7, 2009

goodnight and goodbye

daily routine -assignments,classes,training,gym,more training more assignments.
why cant everything just stop at this moment?:S

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Love beat wars

damn alot of assignments
and been updating blog like crazyyyy
am i getting addicted to this shit?
-.-

*peace love no war

Sunday, April 26, 2009

All the great things take a long ride

A few more hours before class.suddenly i feel like writing this post.well yesterday was a good day.went back to school and it was great. highschool girls upgraded for sure.hahaha!the performances was alright.I didnt get to watch all of them but watching those girls dance was the best.




*somehow im listening to miley cyrus and its 9am in the morning
,peace

turn around,youre with him now

gained 5kilos of muscles 1.2% fats.
wants:gain 5kg muscle mass.and aim for 6%fats

Sometimes its gonna rain

well hello again.i dont have much to say butttt united beat spurs ass yesterday after down 2-0.hahaha and the finished score is 5-2.andd lately ive been playing sports.too much of sports.from tennis to football.squash to badminton.a-z haha.so yeahh trying to be fit as possible.and i have a list for band names for my new band.and i need opinion for it.so just let me know on msn and ill give u a few names and let u decide.


cheers :)

Monday, April 20, 2009

Who are you now

first of all i went for national service. although i didnt go for the full dates
but i still think its the best time of my life. and now im wondering what are my friends doing there.fyi Im studying at cyberlinx international college.its in kuala lumpur,so everytime i gotta wake up early and take the train to arrive there.tiring but college is aite.other than that this past weeks i went to gym almost everyday,trying to lose this fats.and thats all for now .i dont think i have much to say nowdays.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

to make things clearly

yeah.people always ask me why that i quit the band.
its because i just need my own space.to do my own things
and i dont feel like playing the songs repeatedly.
what pisses me off is when someone told me that
they actually quit my band?wtf ? and why is that ?
next time ckp baik2 la
tak puas hati ke? damnn.nak cover tak reti cover.
tak pnah appriciate ape orang buat.
but oh well.thats life .we cant change em mind fucked people

so there you go
dont ask me about dance on this anymore

away for a time

yeaa.blog wasnt that updated.so heres my last for 3months time.
sorry for the lack of updates nowdays.i am busy with stuff.
STUFF! so dont ask.yeaaa so ill be going to khidmat negara,damnn
so thats it for now.see ya later folks

Thursday, January 29, 2009

A dark start for 2009

its been so long since i update my blog.
haha .not so long but yea it has been.
so waddup people.first thing first.ive been working at pizza place call sanfrancisco pizza.its a nice place but im quitting soon due to my own reason.yea
lately i quit everything i started.and yeah.i quit my band too.some are my own reasons and some are some some reasons.lol.but not to worry i have a new band now.we havent decided the name yet but soon to be on stage.watch out.
so yeaahh the title says it all.

its not very a good start for me. :/
problems are everywhere.
im being to nice to people that is my mistake.
i should change.maybe this time i dont have to care about anybody

i learnt so many things lately
that real friends care about you more than blaming you and counting every single mistakes.
friends come n go.
every penny worth more than you think.
a man without education is like a body without a soul.
i also spending most of my time in the gym nowdays.
to get my body fit back and to become a picture of wealth.
im starting to save some money for the future.maybe i should learn more how to
save money and take care of myself.

ok i think thats for now.
see yall