Wednesday, February 10, 2010

its a long ride,it wont be easy

I haven't had much sleep for the past couple of days,now I feel like a real zombie,and I am multitasking.writing this post and doing some assignment that I should pass up today.I miss jogging.feel like doing it now.but I have to deal with assignments first.oh well.today is my last day of exams.im happy about it.but other than that,life sucks. I NEED PROTEIN SHAKE.bye

Monday, February 8, 2010

the voice inside my head

holiday is just around the corner.im off to terengganu for a few days and maybe be back and spend good times with friends,maybe bbq or something then hittin the gym everyday or somethin.I love holidays :)

believe in holdin on

its all up to you now,you yeap you

time is up

as usual I don't think ill be celebrating valentines this year.1 because Ill be going back to my hometown,and 2nd the person who I wanna go out is .. working?so that's about it.but everyday is valentines day when I'm with you.and I hope you feel the same way too :/

am I dealing with the right cards?

found a girl with a smile,that could take your breath away,Im thinkin everything's gonna be alright,well sort of

Sunday, February 7, 2010

When everything feels like the end of the world

I feel weird ,maybe it's just me or lately I'm not myself?whatever it is,I never been this happy in my life.for some reason I think I found the missing part of myself,but Im confuse.is this how things should be?is this it?truth to be told,I never really fell inlove with anyone.but I'm scared.scared to think that she doesn't have feelings for me.but I guess all I have to do is just wait .happy valetines readers

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

John Mayer

I always wanted to be him.well,tall good looking,nice voice,sleep around with everyone.ok thats just bad.the reason why I admire this dude so much is he writes good songs and never failed to impress girls with his masterpiece.oh well.dream on kid.

la la la la

I miss the good old days,I miss rocking with bands ,go for shows and stuff,chat here and there. I miss the dream .I was 1step ahead of every one's league. I think.but what I am now is what god want me to be,maybe I wasn't meant to do any of that?nobody knows.only god can decide whats best for us

Monday, February 1, 2010

I'm learning to accept to it.so close

in fates hand

when things going the way you wanted perfectly,

turns out its the other way around,

too close to be true,maybe this was just another dream

another dream where I just cant stay away .

to be your guardian angel is something I really wanted to be

this might sound cheesy but its the only words can come into my mind right now

trust me,there's no word can describe how I feel about you

someday,someday

sometimes I feel there's no mutual in this feeling,
trying not to put high hopes is what I cant do,
all I can do now is keep on trying and waiting

yeah guess so

well sometimes I can be so weak

You, you're like driving on a Sunday
You, you're like taking off on Monday
You, you're like a dream
a dream come true.

I was just a face you never noticed
And I, I'm just trying to be honest
with myself, with you, with the world...

You might think that I'm a fool
for falling over you
So, tell me what can I do to prove to you
that it's not so hard to do?
Give love a try, one more time

someone like you

even though we knew each other few days back,
I feel like I knew u for a long time,
you make me smile all the time,
I want you to know that


=)

FUCK THE FREE WORLD

I CANT GO OUT TODAY TO SHAZ'S BIRTHDAY SURPRISE AND SAOSIN'S CONCERT.I AM SOOOO FUCKINGGGG PISSEDDD OFFFFF.IM GROUNDED ,AND THE REASON IS THAT I CAME BACK AT 3AM IN THE MORNING.BECAUSE I WAS CHALLENGE FOR A FUTSAL MATCH.FUCK I SHOULDN'T HAVE GONE TOO.AND FUCK MY LIFE CAUSE IT WAS 3 DAYS AGO AND MY DAD STILL GROUNDED ME FOR THAT?ONLY THAT AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY? I BOUGHT THE TICKETS 3 MONTHS AGO AND IT COST ME HUNDREDS AND NOWWWWWW THE TICKET IS JUST A WASTE.I FEEL LIKE KILING SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.PUNCHING THE WALLS ALL DAY TODAY.MY HANDS HURT .I LISTEN TO SCREAMO BANDS THE WHOLE DAY.I BARELY EAT TODAY.IM SO STRESS.EVEN MY CARKEYS HE TOOK AWAY.IM SOO NOT GOING TO CLASSES FOR THIS WEEK.AND NEXT WEEK EXAMS.YEAH FORGET IT.IM NOT GOING TO READ ANY REVISIONS.FUCK OFF.IF THIS WHAT EVERYBODY WANTS.THEN IM DOING IT MY WAY.