pissed off and so much more

yeah its been so long since i write my last blog.well to start things,im officially happy that i am back from terengganu after 2or more weeks of overdose food intake disaster.i feel like dog shit in the past couple of days.trying to get back my body back.other then that yesterday we all went for futsal.ok the thing is i dont really have money right now.not literally but ive been spending so much that my money keep decreasing since my dad wont give me any allowance untill i got my money from anyone.yeah bummer.i thought friends are always there when u need them.ok so i did help but why cant u guys pay me back?is it so hard?did i make it so hard to lend u guys money or buy stuff from me?no rite,i hope youre reading this piece of shit,.cause im tired of asking money.and my money from the bank is almost empty and all i do was to go out and eat and not spending on clothes or things i want.if i do that ill be broke and u guys gotta get shit from me.from now on dont ever think ill deal money with anyone.seriously