When everything feels like the end of the world

I feel weird ,maybe it's just me or lately I'm not myself?whatever it is,I never been this happy in my life.for some reason I think I found the missing part of myself,but Im confuse.is this how things should be?is this it?truth to be told,I never really fell inlove with anyone.but I'm scared.scared to think that she doesn't have feelings for me.but I guess all I have to do is just wait .happy valetines readers