so whats up

so yeah people.like the usual .i only update my blog once in a while.i dont have much to talk about life here since im twitterin most of the time.yeah its addictive and im addicted to it.wait addictive?is that a word?haha im confused and dumb.ok so mtv worldstage was fuckin awesome.i got the chance to see my fav bands live like .and i met blg earlier bfore the show like 3days earlier or so.they were nice people.ok so on the day itself,theres a futsal tournament goin on at pj.my college host it.so yea i get to play the 2nd game just for a short while.it was nothin much but what im really angry was when they pick the teammates.yeah i was like a secondhand for them.thats how i feel.i dont think i was deserved to play for them.i dont know .its just a thought.i always think they always need me when theres no one better around,cause most of my friends were injured that day.when theyre not enough players they'll look for me.ok maybe ill do it once .that time,but i dont think ill ever do it again.and the other day also i knew that they were playin futsal together but i didnt ask cause usually they ask me whether im goin or not.guess they dont need me anymore.yea sometimes i feel like changing things so i wouldnt have to look back.sometimes that im too angry or dissapointed i just dont give a fuck about this things.well im not saying names but it really pisses me off to know this thing his happening to me.i think i should just change