A dark start for 2009

its been so long since i update my blog.
haha .not so long but yea it has been.
so waddup people.first thing first.ive been working at pizza place call sanfrancisco pizza.its a nice place but im quitting soon due to my own reason.yea
lately i quit everything i started.and yeah.i quit my band too.some are my own reasons and some are some some reasons.lol.but not to worry i have a new band now.we havent decided the name yet but soon to be on stage.watch out.
so yeaahh the title says it all.

its not very a good start for me. :/
problems are everywhere.
im being to nice to people that is my mistake.
i should change.maybe this time i dont have to care about anybody

i learnt so many things lately
that real friends care about you more than blaming you and counting every single mistakes.
friends come n go.
every penny worth more than you think.
a man without education is like a body without a soul.
i also spending most of my time in the gym nowdays.
to get my body fit back and to become a picture of wealth.
im starting to save some money for the future.maybe i should learn more how to
save money and take care of myself.

ok i think thats for now.
see yall

not ready for a change

yea that happened today
im not me.so why again?
i dont know.i broke my specs so i went to the same shop
just to bought a new one.but the def same design and brand.
but why?usually im hype about getting a different one
but just no i tried almost everything new.with clip one n such
but still not attracted.
hmmmm
later*

17+

im having this feeling which
i dont care about clothes im wearing
or anything and anyone anymore?
what people think about me and such.
well maybe Im being more matured now
all i can say for now is
im grown up and i dont give a fuck?
what do u lookin at? :)

later*

why?

lately im not being myself
i am sad and lonely.
not to say that i am single
but yeaaa.
i should do something with that :/
later*

stop being so lazy and work out

yeaaa
i have to doo thattt
shit.ive been chillin for tooo longg
i feel like so bloated
and i need motivation
somebody
someone i could look up to
maybe someone from abercrombie and fitch ads?
hahaha!
later*

hello real world

so today i came to realize that
spending money should be done wisely
having a band is a joke
being skinny is not everything

to jump to this conclusion
bcause i dont think having a band will bring me to no where
since theyre not helping themselve to improve,
it feels like I put my ass on them more than they do.

being skinny is not everything.
yeah.im eating like a monster.still havent gone up some weight
what should i do?hmmmmm

spending money wisely
i always wanted to buy something
but when im at the mall
i started to spend on things that i dont really need it
yeaa.i love it but i dont need it.but ill take it.
now thats a problem.
but oh well.
i gotta change a few things for now
later.

killers and peace keepers

yeaa so i listened to this band new song
forgive the sinners*
killers and peace keepers
trust me guys,u should go listen to it.
well its something different from their old songs.
the sound is way better and they sound really really bad ass
soo kudos to the bandmates and have a listen guys

www.myspace.com/forgivethesinnersxxx