someday,someday

sometimes I feel there's no mutual in this feeling,
trying not to put high hopes is what I cant do,
all I can do now is keep on trying and waiting

yeah guess so

well sometimes I can be so weak

You, you're like driving on a Sunday
You, you're like taking off on Monday
You, you're like a dream
a dream come true.

I was just a face you never noticed
And I, I'm just trying to be honest
with myself, with you, with the world...

You might think that I'm a fool
for falling over you
So, tell me what can I do to prove to you
that it's not so hard to do?
Give love a try, one more time

someone like you

even though we knew each other few days back,
I feel like I knew u for a long time,
you make me smile all the time,
I want you to know that


=)

FUCK THE FREE WORLD

I CANT GO OUT TODAY TO SHAZ'S BIRTHDAY SURPRISE AND SAOSIN'S CONCERT.I AM SOOOO FUCKINGGGG PISSEDDD OFFFFF.IM GROUNDED ,AND THE REASON IS THAT I CAME BACK AT 3AM IN THE MORNING.BECAUSE I WAS CHALLENGE FOR A FUTSAL MATCH.FUCK I SHOULDN'T HAVE GONE TOO.AND FUCK MY LIFE CAUSE IT WAS 3 DAYS AGO AND MY DAD STILL GROUNDED ME FOR THAT?ONLY THAT AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY? I BOUGHT THE TICKETS 3 MONTHS AGO AND IT COST ME HUNDREDS AND NOWWWWWW THE TICKET IS JUST A WASTE.I FEEL LIKE KILING SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.PUNCHING THE WALLS ALL DAY TODAY.MY HANDS HURT .I LISTEN TO SCREAMO BANDS THE WHOLE DAY.I BARELY EAT TODAY.IM SO STRESS.EVEN MY CARKEYS HE TOOK AWAY.IM SOO NOT GOING TO CLASSES FOR THIS WEEK.AND NEXT WEEK EXAMS.YEAH FORGET IT.IM NOT GOING TO READ ANY REVISIONS.FUCK OFF.IF THIS WHAT EVERYBODY WANTS.THEN IM DOING IT MY WAY.

trying is not part of getting what you want

now there's an aching in my back,
a stubborn pain that says I lack,
the common sense and confidence,
to bring an end to promises,
that I make in times of desperate conversation.
hoping my night could be better than this in the end

...

I never told a lie,and that makes me a liar,
i never made a bet,but we gamble in desire,
Ive never lit a match,with intent to start a fire,
but recently the flames are getting out of control

finding happiness

If only you knew.