too much to say

its been awhile but i dont feel like writing what i felt these couple of days.
ill get back to you guys whenever i feel better :)

maybe its not my weekend.but its goin to be my year

and im so sick of watching while the minutes passed as i go nowhere

so whats up

so yeah people.like the usual .i only update my blog once in a while.i dont have much to talk about life here since im twitterin most of the time.yeah its addictive and im addicted to it.wait addictive?is that a word?haha im confused and dumb.ok so mtv worldstage was fuckin awesome.i got the chance to see my fav bands live like .and i met blg earlier bfore the show like 3days earlier or so.they were nice people.ok so on the day itself,theres a futsal tournament goin on at pj.my college host it.so yea i get to play the 2nd game just for a short while.it was nothin much but what im really angry was when they pick the teammates.yeah i was like a secondhand for them.thats how i feel.i dont think i was deserved to play for them.i dont know .its just a thought.i always think they always need me when theres no one better around,cause most of my friends were injured that day.when theyre not enough players they'll look for me.ok maybe ill do it once .that time,but i dont think ill ever do it again.and the other day also i knew that they were playin futsal together but i didnt ask cause usually they ask me whether im goin or not.guess they dont need me anymore.yea sometimes i feel like changing things so i wouldnt have to look back.sometimes that im too angry or dissapointed i just dont give a fuck about this things.well im not saying names but it really pisses me off to know this thing his happening to me.i think i should just change

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yea so i am upset and pissed about people nowadays.what happen to the world i used to know.fuck u whoever u are and dont try to make other peoples life miserable.i dont care how good or how do u look like,how big u are,to make subang jaya sounds like a small place for u so u can just talk shit and spread it out like not your business.
If its the other way around why are u still tryin to convince yourself that youre the right one?i dont get people sometimes,its not my business to campur tangan but its too much.and for the record.we dont give a fuck.

I AM

confused and unsure

maybe

maybe that two is better then one
theres so much for me to ask,but i just hoping to see you again

hmm :/

so its been a whileee

so yea.havent really update my blog nowadays.im busy with college.life.band.hanging out with friends and such.sooo where should i start first.hmm.yeaa.about the death of mj.i didnt expect him to go so soon,and everyone also thinks that.i guess.but the amount of drugs he took is too much.i read so much about the news untill i dont know what to believe or say.we all have to wait for the investigator investigate his brain.alrite lets move on,college is alrite.after a month of holiday ,i kinda miss college and now im back.and guess what, i scored 3.5 for my first sem. i laughed so hard that day cause when in school i wasnt that smart.so yea.so ill do my best to maintain my marks.other then that.my football skills are getting weak due to lack of practice.lately i spend too much time in the gym rather than on the field.i think i should start kicking ball soon. yea this semester goin to be tough.so expect less from me from now on.and i dont have to write english journal anymore.the best part now is i have class everday even on saturday.damnnn. if u ask yourself what would god do?haha give us a day off or two please.ps:megan fox,i love you.aha peace :)