why?

lately im not being myself
i am sad and lonely.
not to say that i am single
but yeaaa.
i should do something with that :/
later*

stop being so lazy and work out

yeaaa
i have to doo thattt
shit.ive been chillin for tooo longg
i feel like so bloated
and i need motivation
somebody
someone i could look up to
maybe someone from abercrombie and fitch ads?
hahaha!
later*

hello real world

so today i came to realize that
spending money should be done wisely
having a band is a joke
being skinny is not everything

to jump to this conclusion
bcause i dont think having a band will bring me to no where
since theyre not helping themselve to improve,
it feels like I put my ass on them more than they do.

being skinny is not everything.
yeah.im eating like a monster.still havent gone up some weight
what should i do?hmmmmm

spending money wisely
i always wanted to buy something
but when im at the mall
i started to spend on things that i dont really need it
yeaa.i love it but i dont need it.but ill take it.
now thats a problem.
but oh well.
i gotta change a few things for now
later.

killers and peace keepers

yeaa so i listened to this band new song
forgive the sinners*
killers and peace keepers
trust me guys,u should go listen to it.
well its something different from their old songs.
the sound is way better and they sound really really bad ass
soo kudos to the bandmates and have a listen guys

www.myspace.com/forgivethesinnersxxx

clearly im messed up

haha i want to write something
i just cant seem to think
what am i going to write?
arghhhh.
im still hyper after eating mchicken burger i think?
nvm.
any of u loves jokes?
check out russell peters :D:D
his jokes are bad ass shit.
alot of racism,if u cant handle it.then dont watch it
haha

addicted

today,
gym.hangout.
a lil dissapointed about job,and stuff to buy
but satisfied with food i ate and hanging with friends as usual :)
and i get to meet zaty again.
its been a while since i meet her.
i think the last time was uswah's openhouse
so yeahh.
my stomach is full,and my legs are killing me
tomorrow is a new today
today is history.and im writing this blog because im bored
so *ttygl :D
haha

strange days :/

*you got this thundercloud around you,and I'm waiting for the sun,
*I brought my boots my coat my umbrella,and I'm just trying to keep you warm
*I made a list of things i always said,but never made.
*let me take you to your bed,let me erase it through your head

*cant hold faster,this is a disaster
*i should know better then dress for the weather
*call me crazy,i think you're amazing
*this is the part where we get a little closer
*________
*I'm rarely worth your time
*but baby, will u be willing to change your mind
*i pick myself up
*adjust myself up
*before i get the chance to speak
*if u have the time
*just give me a chance
*id love to change your mind about me



*change your mind ,haihh