A lifestyle is a terrible thing to waste

its a long ride,it wont be easy

2010-02-10T18:54:00.001-08:00

I haven't had much sleep for the past couple of days,now I feel like a real zombie,and I am multitasking.writing this post and doing some assignment that I should pass up today.I miss jogging.feel like doing it now.but I have to deal with assignments first.oh well.today is my last day of exams.im happy about it.but other than that,life sucks. I NEED PROTEIN SHAKE.bye

the voice inside my head

2010-02-08T20:01:00.000-08:00

holiday is just around the corner.im off to terengganu for a few days and maybe be back and spend good times with friends,maybe bbq or something then hittin the gym everyday or somethin.I love holidays :)

believe in holdin on

2010-02-08T08:33:00.000-08:00

its all up to you now,you yeap you

time is up

2010-02-08T08:16:00.000-08:00

as usual I don't think ill be celebrating valentines this year.1 because Ill be going back to my hometown,and 2nd the person who I wanna go out is .. working?so that's about it.but everyday is valentines day when I'm with you.and I hope you feel the same way too :/

am I dealing with the right cards?

2010-02-08T08:07:00.000-08:00

found a girl with a smile,that could take your breath away,Im thinkin everything's gonna be alright,well sort of

When everything feels like the end of the world

2010-02-07T09:44:00.000-08:00

I feel weird ,maybe it's just me or lately I'm not myself?whatever it is,I never been this happy in my life.for some reason I think I found the missing part of myself,but Im confuse.is this how things should be?is this it?truth to be told,I never really fell inlove with anyone.but I'm scared.scared to think that she doesn't have feelings for me.but I guess all I have to do is just wait .happy valetines readers

John Mayer

2010-02-02T23:22:00.001-08:00

I always wanted to be him.well,tall good looking,nice voice,sleep around with everyone.ok thats just bad.the reason why I admire this dude so much is he writes good songs and never failed to impress girls with his masterpiece.oh well.dream on kid.

la la la la

2010-02-02T23:17:00.000-08:00

I miss the good old days,I miss rocking with bands ,go for shows and stuff,chat here and there. I miss the dream .I was 1step ahead of every one's league. I think.but what I am now is what god want me to be,maybe I wasn't meant to do any of that?nobody knows.only god can decide whats best for us

I'm learning to accept to it.so close

2010-02-01T15:53:00.000-08:00

in fates hand

2010-02-01T11:23:00.000-08:00

when things going the way you wanted perfectly,

turns out its the other way around,

too close to be true,maybe this was just another dream

another dream where I just cant stay away .

to be your guardian angel is something I really wanted to be

this might sound cheesy but its the only words can come into my mind right now

trust me,there's no word can describe how I feel about you

someday,someday

2010-02-01T10:24:00.000-08:00

sometimes I feel there's no mutual in this feeling,
trying not to put high hopes is what I cant do,
all I can do now is keep on trying and waiting

yeah guess so

well sometimes I can be so weak

2010-02-01T08:12:00.000-08:00

You, you're like driving on a Sunday
You, you're like taking off on Monday
You, you're like a dream
a dream come true.

I was just a face you never noticed
And I, I'm just trying to be honest
with myself, with you, with the world...

You might think that I'm a fool
for falling over you
So, tell me what can I do to prove to you
that it's not so hard to do?
Give love a try, one more time

someone like you

2010-02-01T05:36:00.000-08:00

even though we knew each other few days back,
I feel like I knew u for a long time,
you make me smile all the time,
I want you to know that

=)

FUCK THE FREE WORLD

2010-02-01T05:27:00.000-08:00

I CANT GO OUT TODAY TO SHAZ'S BIRTHDAY SURPRISE AND SAOSIN'S CONCERT.I AM SOOOO FUCKINGGGG PISSEDDD OFFFFF.IM GROUNDED ,AND THE REASON IS THAT I CAME BACK AT 3AM IN THE MORNING.BECAUSE I WAS CHALLENGE FOR A FUTSAL MATCH.FUCK I SHOULDN'T HAVE GONE TOO.AND FUCK MY LIFE CAUSE IT WAS 3 DAYS AGO AND MY DAD STILL GROUNDED ME FOR THAT?ONLY THAT AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY? I BOUGHT THE TICKETS 3 MONTHS AGO AND IT COST ME HUNDREDS AND NOWWWWWW THE TICKET IS JUST A WASTE.I FEEL LIKE KILING SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.PUNCHING THE WALLS ALL DAY TODAY.MY HANDS HURT .I LISTEN TO SCREAMO BANDS THE WHOLE DAY.I BARELY EAT TODAY.IM SO STRESS.EVEN MY CARKEYS HE TOOK AWAY.IM SOO NOT GOING TO CLASSES FOR THIS WEEK.AND NEXT WEEK EXAMS.YEAH FORGET IT.IM NOT GOING TO READ ANY REVISIONS.FUCK OFF.IF THIS WHAT EVERYBODY WANTS.THEN IM DOING IT MY WAY.

trying is not part of getting what you want

2010-01-31T12:02:00.000-08:00

now there's an aching in my back,
a stubborn pain that says I lack,
the common sense and confidence,
to bring an end to promises,
that I make in times of desperate conversation.
hoping my night could be better than this in the end

...

2010-01-31T11:59:00.000-08:00

I never told a lie,and that makes me a liar,
i never made a bet,but we gamble in desire,
Ive never lit a match,with intent to start a fire,
but recently the flames are getting out of control

finding happiness

2010-01-30T11:51:00.001-08:00

If only you knew.

you stole my heart and then u kicked it a side,no girl u cant see.when he's beside you there's no room for me

2010-01-25T16:43:00.000-08:00

If I play my cards right.where would I really end up?

2010-01-24T06:47:00.001-08:00

sometimes in life you just have to take a risk

hmmm

2010-01-19T14:48:00.000-08:00

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

dr jekyll n mr hyde

2010-01-19T14:30:00.000-08:00

hi there.its 6.30 or ++ in the morning and im up for a jog but it looks like its going to rain .while im sitting here with the lamps still switched off.Im wonder.why some people can be two faced?or love to talk behind our back.yeah we're all human I supposed that I did that too,but occasionally when someone starts first,or whenever things get worst.but my point is.some people can be so mean and talk shit but when they're around you they act like they never done it and act all cool .well im not buying it.I just can tell.so lately im in this stupid situation again.i just hate it.if u can talk behind my back why cant u say it to my face.is it so hard?i always do that if im not satisfied.how bout others?are you too afraid to talk to me?physically 'whoever u might' be has ego which they think they can be bruce lee's rip off.but truthfully you're an ass.weaker than everyone.I believe a healthy body leads a strong mind.don't go act jackie chan when you never touch a person or even hitting the gym.im not trying to say im strong but its just the way it is.ok that is the first example of an ass.one more which somehow leads to skinny people or you can just say feminine guys/gays/transsexual and etc etc.u guys are seriously messed up.wasting your time infront of the mirror.buying topman clothes wont make u cool if youre an ass just like everyone else.talk shits behind people's back and act there's nothing wrong.and eventhough you hate that person you'll still hang and I just cant understand why.are you desperate for attention?are you retard? your parents must be so proud with your attitude i must say.oh well i gotta go .thats all for now

the future can wait

2010-01-13T16:37:00.000-08:00

hey yaw. I woke up early today.been thinking about college again and future.it bothers me the whole night ,maybe I just think of it too much .maybe ?maybe not. somehow I still feel like sweet sixteen.

I plan on living forever. So far, so good.

2010-01-13T08:17:00.001-08:00

whats happening?

2010-01-13T07:57:00.000-08:00

OK so lately.I've been busy.very busy with friends, life and college.I still have doubts on continuing this college,because lately we've been having holidays for the couple of weeks since there's no lecturer is teaching us.dad told me to have a look on other colleges since he thought it is safe that I start looking one now for back up before anything happen.what do you think?other than that life's been great.been away from all those bullshit ,high school shit,and all those drama2 .for now lets just say.I have good friends , and everyone I know is feeling good too,and my family as well not to be forgotten!ahhh good times .I love it.well i think I'm gonna stop here for now.there's tones of work still left for my college and I haven't started a shit yet.toodles!

You had bad intentions

2009-11-27T23:09:00.001-08:00

waiting for a ride home.six miles away from home sweet home

2009-11-24T06:39:00.001-08:00

im always wrong but you were never right.
i never wanted this but u make me so sick
its just a matter of time until i just ignore you
from this cold world where u said i was scared
but im brave enough to fuck you back

Now ive been told .this is life

2009-11-24T06:28:00.000-08:00

I've learned that some people can be really annoying or just childish on the internet.not to mention names but those immature acts of yours i have read online is really impressive for your age.Trying to be cool you act a fool of yourself.what's there to prove?what do you get for doing it so?don't you feel ashamed about yourself.don't you feel fucked up?have you ever look in the mirror and see whats wrong in yourself before complains about others?have you ever thought of what i said and what your replies are?its two different things which doesn't even have a similar like two different planet.other then that lately i have this feeling that ill be a smart boy.i just need motivation.and i think i got one.i might be small but knowledge wise i could be better.by the way you talk everyone knows im better.i just have to prove to you.education is power.that's all for now

You're a joke to me

2009-11-09T22:01:00.000-08:00

I've been reading blogs for the past couple of days.just to find ideas .and when I read thru peoples blog.I find some bloggers are just a fool of themselves. poseurs from my point of view.some even talk about their daily life like they're celebrities.but I have no rights to judge bcause blogs are meant for that .I THINK.it shows us our true colour.but the point is u letting other people reading your book but never wanted anyone to judge u by it's cover.thts just messed up.some of them even comments on their daily routine.bitching about your daily routine on a blog?wow you're that bored huh ?persoy I think these kinda people need to take a break from blogging eventually will make it worst for all of us.but what I adore reading some peoples blog when they wrote about their hobbies and positive things in life.this shows them how passionate they are onto something they really like. And never give up on their dreams.I have dreams too but I don't like to talk about it.oh well I think that's for it. Sorry forthe typo or bad grammar.I'm still learning to use this iphone

I can't tell u where I've been cause yore just a misguided ghost

2009-11-06T08:01:00.000-08:00

Ahh Its my third post for tonight.I really think that I need to study but I keep telling myself tht it's enough for today.why is this keep happening to me ?have u ever feel so lonely that even when u try to tell someone something they just don't give a fuck?I'm feeling I rite now.trust me it's worst then dogshit+williamhung's singing

And the worst part is to find perfection bfore it gets better

2009-11-06T07:46:00.001-08:00

I hate changes.when everyday passes me by.I always feel like I'm slowly changing.small things but I couldn't care less but then alsince when.so there you go one of my changes lately.listen to emotional songs do help u sometimes to think more then everyone else .but to me I'm writing all this just to keep away and be away from people for some time.u can call it a time Waster but i wanna find the answer why am I so emotional at times.I write alot.I tend to write what my heart feels like at moments and not by showing it physically.i learned that everything happens for a reason.so there must be a reason behind what I feel.could it be love?could it be I am left heartbroken?sometimes I'm not sure myself.I never make any straight decision.fickle is my middle name.and thts another reason why I keep leave things hanging cause I'm afraid it's not right.cause i never wanted to be wrong from the beginning

So here we are once again

2009-11-06T07:14:00.000-08:00

Yeahhh.I just bought a new iPod,maybe this time I'll write more on my blog.so new sem have already started.I'm still in zombie mood.waking up late n realizing I'm late for college again,the new subjects are cool tho yet it's difficult then the last sem.I can feel the struggle already.other then that life has been alrite lately.no late night thoughts no stupid fights and sleepless night.I kinda enjoying myself for the last couple of weeks.and to a few I did mention I was in Terengganu god knows what was I doing there.I dislike being there alone with my grandma feeding me like an angry hungry lion all the time.well I love to eat but not as much as my grandma.I still think the people there are still mind screwed.don't get me wrong, I love the place but sometimes the people are mean n talkative .I find it rude for some reason when they're talking to u,and al they do is talk about politics and how they want us youh to be lke them.first of all I just wanna thnk them for caring about us .but from my point of view.it always has been individual n not a group to change a person.I'm still pissed off why beyonce never came down here.we all know why.I don't think after watching beyonce live on stage will affect anyone or baring their breasts everywhere they go.thts just crap.I wear what I feel comfortable n not what people ask me to.don't u think beyonce is just like us all?
There's so much to say but i don't think it's worth the write cause Malaysia is getting worst .whenever we try saying this.shallowminded people will start posting hate comments for example akon took off his shirt while doing a concert here.too Manu comments.I think the media should stop for once and write something positive about it.our country is slowly changing and becoming a good yet weird.I was proud for a moment when I saw Ashton Kuther tweeted about this two msian girls on Twitter.and lately there has been support from outside n local bands too.at last our own people sing along to local music.I feel very proud about it too.oh well it's getting late,laterrr

pissed off and so much more

2009-10-29T21:32:00.000-07:00

yeah its been so long since i write my last blog.well to start things,im officially happy that i am back from terengganu after 2or more weeks of overdose food intake disaster.i feel like dog shit in the past couple of days.trying to get back my body back.other then that yesterday we all went for futsal.ok the thing is i dont really have money right now.not literally but ive been spending so much that my money keep decreasing since my dad wont give me any allowance untill i got my money from anyone.yeah bummer.i thought friends are always there when u need them.ok so i did help but why cant u guys pay me back?is it so hard?did i make it so hard to lend u guys money or buy stuff from me?no rite,i hope youre reading this piece of shit,.cause im tired of asking money.and my money from the bank is almost empty and all i do was to go out and eat and not spending on clothes or things i want.if i do that ill be broke and u guys gotta get shit from me.from now on dont ever think ill deal money with anyone.seriously

too much to say

2009-09-16T04:38:00.000-07:00

its been awhile but i dont feel like writing what i felt these couple of days.
ill get back to you guys whenever i feel better :)

maybe its not my weekend.but its goin to be my year

2009-08-18T08:27:00.001-07:00

and im so sick of watching while the minutes passed as i go nowhere

so whats up

2009-08-18T07:39:00.000-07:00

so yeah people.like the usual .i only update my blog once in a while.i dont have much to talk about life here since im twitterin most of the time.yeah its addictive and im addicted to it.wait addictive?is that a word?haha im confused and dumb.ok so mtv worldstage was fuckin awesome.i got the chance to see my fav bands live like .and i met blg earlier bfore the show like 3days earlier or so.they were nice people.ok so on the day itself,theres a futsal tournament goin on at pj.my college host it.so yea i get to play the 2nd game just for a short while.it was nothin much but what im really angry was when they pick the teammates.yeah i was like a secondhand for them.thats how i feel.i dont think i was deserved to play for them.i dont know .its just a thought.i always think they always need me when theres no one better around,cause most of my friends were injured that day.when theyre not enough players they'll look for me.ok maybe ill do it once .that time,but i dont think ill ever do it again.and the other day also i knew that they were playin futsal together but i didnt ask cause usually they ask me whether im goin or not.guess they dont need me anymore.yea sometimes i feel like changing things so i wouldnt have to look back.sometimes that im too angry or dissapointed i just dont give a fuck about this things.well im not saying names but it really pisses me off to know this thing his happening to me.i think i should just change

...

2009-08-09T06:46:00.000-07:00

yea so i am upset and pissed about people nowadays.what happen to the world i used to know.fuck u whoever u are and dont try to make other peoples life miserable.i dont care how good or how do u look like,how big u are,to make subang jaya sounds like a small place for u so u can just talk shit and spread it out like not your business.
If its the other way around why are u still tryin to convince yourself that youre the right one?i dont get people sometimes,its not my business to campur tangan but its too much.and for the record.we dont give a fuck.

I AM

2009-07-23T10:11:00.001-07:00

confused and unsure

maybe

2009-07-18T11:31:00.001-07:00

maybe that two is better then one
theres so much for me to ask,but i just hoping to see you again

hmm :/

so its been a whileee

2009-07-10T19:28:00.000-07:00

so yea.havent really update my blog nowadays.im busy with college.life.band.hanging out with friends and such.sooo where should i start first.hmm.yeaa.about the death of mj.i didnt expect him to go so soon,and everyone also thinks that.i guess.but the amount of drugs he took is too much.i read so much about the news untill i dont know what to believe or say.we all have to wait for the investigator investigate his brain.alrite lets move on,college is alrite.after a month of holiday ,i kinda miss college and now im back.and guess what, i scored 3.5 for my first sem. i laughed so hard that day cause when in school i wasnt that smart.so yea.so ill do my best to maintain my marks.other then that.my football skills are getting weak due to lack of practice.lately i spend too much time in the gym rather than on the field.i think i should start kicking ball soon. yea this semester goin to be tough.so expect less from me from now on.and i dont have to write english journal anymore.the best part now is i have class everday even on saturday.damnnn. if u ask yourself what would god do?haha give us a day off or two please.ps:megan fox,i love you.aha peace :)

what can i do

2009-06-28T10:38:00.000-07:00

Just as soon as I see you
I did lie but didn't I tell you
As deep as I need you,
You wanna leave it all

What can I do?
Say it's true
Oh everything that matters breaks in two
Say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

Talk to me
I'm throwing myself in front of you
This could be the last mistake
That I would ever wanna do
Yeah all I ever do is give it's time you see my point of view

Just as soon as I see you
I did lie but didn't I tell you
As deep as I need you,
You wanna leave it all

whats on my mind

2009-06-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

I used to be love drunk,but now im hungover
:(

hmm haiihh huuuuuuu

2009-06-22T03:03:00.000-07:00

haihhh,trying too hard

ergh

2009-06-19T21:57:00.000-07:00

I feel bloated,fat,but why?hmm could it be because of my body is getting bigger? and the double chin i have right now?could be.I just dont know what to do now.Im always hungry.damnnn i need someone to guide me.haha later holmes

you win at life.

2009-06-14T08:37:00.001-07:00

why? 1 word why? haihhh

now there's an aching in my back,a stabbing pain that says i lack

2009-06-14T08:20:00.000-07:00

well.just came back from my hometown.nothing much do to now.I need to go back to gym to get fit.fuck kerepok lekor and nasi dagang.fattenin me up within fourdays.I just realized my stamina is lacking when I played football just now.damnnnn its that what i get for not controlling my eating habit? and i really think i should just put the twitter box here so u can just see what im doing all the time.i dont think i need to update blogspot aswell.no?later stalker

ENVY

2009-06-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

I wish i was good looking like him.peace

tooo much

2009-06-06T07:52:00.000-07:00

ok so ive been postponing all my work till this sunday.like wtf man
i got final presentation on tuesday,and wednesday i got papd exam.
plus i havent hand in my assignment.shit fuck.gotta do it tomorrow for sheerrr.
my parents are goin out tomorrow.damn i scared ill follow them n not finished my work then.and ill be away from the internet next week.gtg back to ma village .my aunt is gettig marry so does my uncle.what a year this is.haihzzzz

its been a while

2009-06-03T20:48:00.001-07:00

hey stalker,ive been away from blogspot.
one of the reasons are nowadays i had to write journals for my college
so its basically about my daily routine aswell.so i dont think writing on a piece of paper and write back on blogspot is necessary.no?
lately ive been chilling with friends and somehow im less active in gym.
i have to go back to gym! i feel like my body is shrinking already.
all my clothes are not fit anymore and my body shape is weird cause of too much resting. and u can also follow me on twitter. if u have one.its easier to update there then here i guess. heres my link: www.twitter.com/edampsheckler .and my birthday was 4days ago .and it was alrite.the bbq went mad after hours of sitting on the field.me n some friends end up going back home 3am in the morning after trying to finish all the barbecued chicken

set a goal.aim!

2009-05-15T07:13:00.000-07:00

need inspirationnnnn!

your next to him , not me

2009-05-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

Did you know you left me hanging out to dry
Can you see me and I see you
Do you even care, I'm fighting for my life

Wrapped in confusion
Were you only using me to try to get him back
You set me up and that was my mistake
And all I got was permanent heartbreak
Damaged beyond repair
I was, I was much better off
Before I met you
And your with him
It pisses me off that your A-Okay
And all that I've got is permanent heartbreak

goodnight and goodbye

2009-05-07T08:04:00.000-07:00

daily routine -assignments,classes,training,gym,more training more assignments.
why cant everything just stop at this moment?:S

Love beat wars

2009-04-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

damn alot of assignments
and been updating blog like crazyyyy
am i getting addicted to this shit?
-.-

*peace love no war

All the great things take a long ride

2009-04-26T17:57:00.000-07:00

A few more hours before class.suddenly i feel like writing this post.well yesterday was a good day.went back to school and it was great. highschool girls upgraded for sure.hahaha!the performances was alright.I didnt get to watch all of them but watching those girls dance was the best.

*somehow im listening to miley cyrus and its 9am in the morning
,peace

turn around,youre with him now

2009-04-26T01:20:00.000-07:00

gained 5kilos of muscles 1.2% fats.
wants:gain 5kg muscle mass.and aim for 6%fats

Sometimes its gonna rain

2009-04-26T01:01:00.000-07:00

well hello again.i dont have much to say butttt united beat spurs ass yesterday after down 2-0.hahaha and the finished score is 5-2.andd lately ive been playing sports.too much of sports.from tennis to football.squash to badminton.a-z haha.so yeahh trying to be fit as possible.and i have a list for band names for my new band.and i need opinion for it.so just let me know on msn and ill give u a few names and let u decide.

cheers :)

Who are you now

2009-04-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

first of all i went for national service. although i didnt go for the full dates
but i still think its the best time of my life. and now im wondering what are my friends doing there.fyi Im studying at cyberlinx international college.its in kuala lumpur,so everytime i gotta wake up early and take the train to arrive there.tiring but college is aite.other than that this past weeks i went to gym almost everyday,trying to lose this fats.and thats all for now .i dont think i have much to say nowdays.

to make things clearly

2009-03-18T19:57:00.000-07:00

yeah.people always ask me why that i quit the band.
its because i just need my own space.to do my own things
and i dont feel like playing the songs repeatedly.
what pisses me off is when someone told me that
they actually quit my band?wtf ? and why is that ?
next time ckp baik2 la
tak puas hati ke? damnn.nak cover tak reti cover.
tak pnah appriciate ape orang buat.
but oh well.thats life .we cant change em mind fucked people

so there you go
dont ask me about dance on this anymore

away for a time

2009-03-18T19:53:00.000-07:00

yeaa.blog wasnt that updated.so heres my last for 3months time.
sorry for the lack of updates nowdays.i am busy with stuff.
STUFF! so dont ask.yeaaa so ill be going to khidmat negara,damnn
so thats it for now.see ya later folks

A dark start for 2009

2009-01-29T07:12:00.000-08:00

its been so long since i update my blog.
haha .not so long but yea it has been.
so waddup people.first thing first.ive been working at pizza place call sanfrancisco pizza.its a nice place but im quitting soon due to my own reason.yea
lately i quit everything i started.and yeah.i quit my band too.some are my own reasons and some are some some reasons.lol.but not to worry i have a new band now.we havent decided the name yet but soon to be on stage.watch out.
so yeaahh the title says it all.

its not very a good start for me. :/
problems are everywhere.
im being to nice to people that is my mistake.
i should change.maybe this time i dont have to care about anybody

i learnt so many things lately
that real friends care about you more than blaming you and counting every single mistakes.
friends come n go.
every penny worth more than you think.
a man without education is like a body without a soul.
i also spending most of my time in the gym nowdays.
to get my body fit back and to become a picture of wealth.
im starting to save some money for the future.maybe i should learn more how to
save money and take care of myself.

ok i think thats for now.
see yall

not ready for a change

2008-12-28T03:52:00.000-08:00

yea that happened today
im not me.so why again?
i dont know.i broke my specs so i went to the same shop
just to bought a new one.but the def same design and brand.
but why?usually im hype about getting a different one
but just no i tried almost everything new.with clip one n such
but still not attracted.
hmmmm
later*

17+

2008-12-27T08:46:00.001-08:00

im having this feeling which
i dont care about clothes im wearing
or anything and anyone anymore?
what people think about me and such.
well maybe Im being more matured now
all i can say for now is
im grown up and i dont give a fuck?
what do u lookin at? :)

later*

why?

2008-12-27T08:44:00.000-08:00

lately im not being myself
i am sad and lonely.
not to say that i am single
but yeaaa.
i should do something with that :/
later*

stop being so lazy and work out

2008-12-26T07:40:00.000-08:00

yeaaa
i have to doo thattt
shit.ive been chillin for tooo longg
i feel like so bloated
and i need motivation
somebody
someone i could look up to
maybe someone from abercrombie and fitch ads?
hahaha!
later*

hello real world

2008-12-26T07:35:00.000-08:00

so today i came to realize that
spending money should be done wisely
having a band is a joke
being skinny is not everything

to jump to this conclusion
bcause i dont think having a band will bring me to no where
since theyre not helping themselve to improve,
it feels like I put my ass on them more than they do.

being skinny is not everything.
yeah.im eating like a monster.still havent gone up some weight
what should i do?hmmmmm

spending money wisely
i always wanted to buy something
but when im at the mall
i started to spend on things that i dont really need it
yeaa.i love it but i dont need it.but ill take it.
now thats a problem.
but oh well.
i gotta change a few things for now
later.

killers and peace keepers

2008-12-24T10:28:00.000-08:00

yeaa so i listened to this band new song
forgive the sinners*
killers and peace keepers
trust me guys,u should go listen to it.
well its something different from their old songs.
the sound is way better and they sound really really bad ass
soo kudos to the bandmates and have a listen guys

www.myspace.com/forgivethesinnersxxx

clearly im messed up

2008-12-22T08:16:00.000-08:00

haha i want to write something
i just cant seem to think
what am i going to write?
arghhhh.
im still hyper after eating mchicken burger i think?
nvm.
any of u loves jokes?
check out russell peters :D:D
his jokes are bad ass shit.
alot of racism,if u cant handle it.then dont watch it
haha

addicted

2008-12-22T08:01:00.000-08:00

today,
gym.hangout.
a lil dissapointed about job,and stuff to buy
but satisfied with food i ate and hanging with friends as usual :)
and i get to meet zaty again.
its been a while since i meet her.
i think the last time was uswah's openhouse
so yeahh.
my stomach is full,and my legs are killing me
tomorrow is a new today
today is history.and im writing this blog because im bored
so *ttygl :D
haha

strange days :/

2008-12-22T07:19:00.001-08:00

*you got this thundercloud around you,and I'm waiting for the sun,
*I brought my boots my coat my umbrella,and I'm just trying to keep you warm
*I made a list of things i always said,but never made.
*let me take you to your bed,let me erase it through your head

*cant hold faster,this is a disaster
*i should know better then dress for the weather
*call me crazy,i think you're amazing
*this is the part where we get a little closer
*________
*I'm rarely worth your time
*but baby, will u be willing to change your mind
*i pick myself up
*adjust myself up
*before i get the chance to speak
*if u have the time
*just give me a chance
*id love to change your mind about me

*change your mind ,haihh

starwars!hahajust for fun :)

2008-12-20T06:20:00.000-08:00

life is too short =/

2008-12-20T02:29:00.000-08:00

after the death of my friend's friend's mother.
and the week after that my friends friend mother.
i realized that life is short.
no we cant predict when we are goin to die
and i dont wanna die young.i always imagine that ill die 80+
but thatd be impossible with the way im eating and exercise
which is not enough.
sooo i got alot of things to do.update again later for the day
and im very hungry :S
peace :)

bulk up?fuck the gym,my bodys fine

2008-12-19T20:59:00.000-08:00

haha yeah so this holidays ive been spending time applying jobs
i got one now
but still looking for more jobs with higher salary
and yeah been to the gym also
to get fit,i never thought of having a nice body bfore
just lean and not fat should be fine.but its ok i guess
i dont really care about it,but the gym is a fun place to chill
and yea chicks are everywhere :)
thats the best part.
and also been writing songs for the band lately.
we will be recording soon because now everyone is away from subang jaya
with their family.so since then we only practice it on acoustic.
and how am i this holiday?
pretty sweett
i hang out with my friends like 4days straight.rizal n rakish just got back from australia earlier this month.
and yesterday we went for 1901 hotdogs.
cause its on the19th
ull get cheaper dogs on that day.so yeahhh.
hahaha
soo thats all
ill keep updating if i have the time :)

Life after spm

2008-12-11T16:38:00.000-08:00

okaaayyy.
so after a month of doin the exam,
its finally over!
so yeaaa :)
but i dont really have time to hang with my friends
sorry guys,
but the day spm over,i didnt comeback home till it was 3 am in the morning
hahaha!

on the 5th was the mastermind prom thingy
which supposed to be the record deal thingy
we didnt get it :( because
the points for out bands are low due to
the bass string just pop out and the drummer made tons of mistakes
i dont understand why he was afford do that,but anyways
we had a good time and the best part is i won best dressed male.
and i didnt expect that because i dont think they know my name.haha!

the red carpet scene

then on 6th,i went to singapore with the family.
and yeaa it was ok tho, the stuff over there are cheap
but if u want to compare with malaysia price.then u dont have to buy shit there.
and yeaa,i bought 5new clothes 2new pair of jeans and 1 new nikes
so yeaa im happy bout that.what im not happy is my sister always bising2 like mad
everytime,im not sure whats her problem.but i dont give a fuck.

and this weekend ill be at genting.
and on the other weekend in langkawi
and every weekend is a good weekend

so thats all for now :D

*hoping for more gigs to play :)

dance,on this

2008-09-10T04:53:00.000-07:00

so yeaa
my band myspace page url is www.myspace.com/danceonthis
we replaced it.check it out :)
demo will be out after spm
halemak

Should i?

2008-09-10T04:50:00.000-07:00

what should i do?
tell me anyone,hahaha
ok thats lame
anyways peace for da moment

SPMtrials

2008-09-10T04:42:00.000-07:00

shit
its the second day
so i screwed history
fuck history.who needs em when u can have the future
haha!.no really.but ill do my best to get good results this time.
i mean better than last time.anyways ill keep u guys update.
hmm maybe i should start a video blog easier?perhaps.or no.

so today,i did nothing but just hang,watch dvds and play guitar,moreguitar.
and tomorow is history n agama paper again.
pfft. 2more months to go and im out from school* ;)

counting days till spm

2008-08-05T07:29:00.000-07:00

hahahahhaha

about myself

2008-08-02T02:17:00.000-07:00

Well here it goes,my name is adam and im 17this year,and welcome to my world of toys.
on the 31stmay 1991, sir adam w bush was born.as a young and handsome padawan,he grew up fighting with bots and enemies,as he came closer to the darkside and wanting to become the 'darth vader'(before obi wan could say to adam dont go to the darkside) he became older and retired from becoming a starwars legend wannabe.
when he was 13 he realized how fat he was ,from that day he decided to lose couple of pounds,after years of trying at the age of 15 he became one of the good looking person in his skateboarding crew(haha perasan gile).he skates and more skateboarding with his fellow soldiers ridha,syafiq,aqmil and others.as he turned 16 he became lazy and so fat fuck that he doesn't even want to play skateboarding anymore and started to rock on guitars and started a band.Until today sir adam w bush a.k.a sheckler,darth vader and(did i mention power rangers?) has become one of the guys u randomly see around usj area cause he likes to eat n checkin out chicks.

so theres nothing much to say about myself,I roll like normal teenagers haha,and im also in a band called dance,on this.check them out :) .Other than hanging and fooling around I love to eat when im not in my bed or on blogspot

later guys :)

poppin champagne

2008-08-02T00:58:00.000-07:00

haha im so bored,soooo all time low is a pop punk band which is one of my fav and yes i envy them alot.heres their new music video for the song poppin champagne,n guys check out dearmaria n sixfeet under the stars too.

iuday

2008-08-02T00:42:00.000-07:00

i cant really remember the date.
sorry,but it was a fun day.well ok je laa sbb ada dance2 kan.
yea so here are some pics from me to share with u guys :)
have fun looking at it
haha!

for this pic all i can say is,im so good looking,HAHAHA! perasan

to see more,go to www.myspace.com/danceonthismusic :)

Its been a while

2008-07-28T23:11:00.001-07:00

yeaa.so its been a while since i update my blog.
so yeah,i bought the new mcr dvd/cd,mannn its so fucking cool to own it
i watched it over n over n never get bored.other than that,ive been busy studying for spm.err not so,getting lazier aaa kot.nevertheless i will update more on my blog soon
;p peace

the black parade is dead

2008-07-01T01:52:00.000-07:00

fuck!its out now.omg please someone go get it for me,ill love u to deathhhhh
shit manggggg...
thats the coolest shit ever.gotta have it
maybe ill go get it myself this weekend
so yea i listened n watched a few of the album n yaa
its fuckin goooooooooooodddddd
ilovemychemicalromancetillidie-end titles :)

and the song i dont love u is still in my head
lagi2 yg baru nye version
holy shit mannnn
haihhhh
behind every song there's a story rite
well hope ill get over her :/
peaceee

acoustic night last saturday

2008-06-30T01:34:00.000-07:00

so yea these are a few pics taken by luke
:)

what about today

2008-06-30T01:32:00.000-07:00

today was ok laa.
went to school
just cameback so yeah.
i stayed till 4 to finish up my arts
but not really.i manage to play monopoly n hangout with jaja at the same time
hahaha thats cool rite.and yeah did i mention jaja is the most coolest person ive hang with?
no?then now i do ;p

haha

2008-06-30T01:25:00.000-07:00

ok so i have this friend
yeah old friend.she told me i look like adrian grenier
last year,so i just post this up and see what u guys think ;p
haha!minus the eye colour n the skin ;p

there's no reason for letting it go

2008-06-30T01:22:00.000-07:00

yeah maybe there is.if only i could search for it,oh well
have u heard the pingpong song by enrique? yea life's like that for me now
but what the heck,i cant do anything
maybe im weak,maybe im a pussy for girls,maybe i dont know what i want
but i'd like to be with her :/ hmmmm

something for the weekend yea man

2008-06-27T21:31:00.001-07:00

KISSING IN CARS

As we wake up in your room
your face is the first thing I see
the first time I've seen love
and the last I'll ever need
you remind her that your future
will be nothing without her
never lose her, I'm afraid
better think of something good to say
but its all been done more than once
I'll keep on trying
oh god don't let me be the only one who says

no, at the top of our lungs there's no
no, such thing as too young
second chances won't leave you alone
then there's faith in love

she was always the one
I'll repeat it again, the one
no such thing as too young
red lights flashing on the car we're kissing in
call me crazy, I've always tried to remind her
that the future's just a few heartbeats away from disaster
I'm afraid that I've thrown it all away

no, at the top of our lungs, there's no
no such thing as too young
second chances won't leave you alone

no at the top of our lungs, there's no
no such thing as too young
second chances won't leave you alone

no, we'll repeat it again, there's no
no such thing as too young
second chances won't leave you alone
cause there's faith in love

if you kiss me goodnight
I'll know everything' is alright
second chances won't leave us alone
won't leave us alone
cause there's faith in love

haa soo good looking,like me.ceh haha

2008-06-27T20:03:00.001-07:00

Dance,on this

2008-06-27T19:01:00.000-07:00

haha.ok since i have nothing to do
saje nak kecoh pasal band a kan,
im in a band called dance,on this
i play the guitar in my band so yeah.
haha and we'll be recording our songs n ep after spm :(
wow lamanye,haihh what can i do
haha

acoustic night for the 2nd time

2008-06-27T18:57:00.000-07:00

so yeah.acoustic night was tight,
civered in dents was the bomb,
konfrantasi killed the crowds,
well chasing chapters i didnt have the chance to see u guys playing :(
dtg lambat punye pasal,oh well
theres always next time kan.
picture will be up soon la kot
peace ;)

haaa first blog ever

2008-06-25T07:19:00.001-07:00

haha test test 1 2 3 4 5 6
gay gile tapi tape
peace out